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InsaneJournal for kiddeadinspace.
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| Tuesday, December 16th, 2008 |
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For the first time in my life I'm really starting to understand how some people just give up. When you've got nothing worth staying for, why stick around? All my life I've tried so hard to see the good in everything. Even though it's always been hard to see, there was always that faint glimmer of hope, promising something worth waiting for. Now it looks more like the fast approaching headlights of a semi truck in a dark narrow tunnel. I'm starting to see how the world really is a cold heartless place. It it really that much easier to hate than to love? I just don't know. Other than that... I haven't left my house in two months, and I've barely had any communication with the outside world for what seems like years. I've been sleeping all day; staying up all night. I haven't seen sunlight in at least three weeks. It makes me so sad because this used to be my favorite time of year, and I loved to just walk around outside, enjoying the cool dry breeze, the smell of winter, the sound of the brown leaves crunching under my feet. Those things no longer make me happy like they used to. I am living in the dark. |
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